never grown-up kiddo

friday tmr

2011-11-17T21:05:00.001+08:00

gonna head back to uthm tmr. :D

bottom 2

2011-11-16T12:20:00.001+08:00

finally sem1 result is official. and my result is ranked bottom 2 among my friends of 1st batch. . why.. sejarah pulled down my grade a lot... 6A+ n 1B+. bravo bravo.. stupid sejarah pull down my pointer...

BOTTOM 2 sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!

13/11

2011-11-13T16:27:00.001+08:00

i should change my attitude, for the betterment of my friends. i've been a bad friend...

12/11

2011-11-12T21:10:00.001+08:00

being the youngest and childish member in the debate club makes me wanting to work harder. i really need to work hard and put lotsa effort into this... i really need to work hard to be like my friends in the debate club. and i need to find a way to overcome my nervousness.. i wondered why i startled in previous training sessions and i think i've figured it out. maybe im lack of confidence... why im lack of confidence? maybe it's because they're still foreign to me... hmm.. maybe that's why team bonding activities are carried out. to decrease the gap between members i guess... hmmm..... just now i went to my primary school teacher's house to pay a visit. woah she still remembers me after few years. we had nice chat in her house. haha old memories flashed back... hmm not all actually, i think i've forgotten 90% of it. maybe my childhood is not meant to be remembered?haha.. maybe there's a lot of bad childhood memories that's why my brain tried it's best to forget it. i think maybe i should do sth to change my personality. im too childish for everyone, my freinds my family and all those who are with me all the time. bye gonna off to study some current issues.

11/11

2011-11-11T20:15:00.001+08:00

sometimes im too sensitive. i think i failed to understand the body language, but it's so obvious... there's no way the body language is fake... maybe im just being too sensitive. PHAILED body language!!!!!!!!

10/11

2011-11-10T20:19:00.001+08:00

things keep happening these days. i was like wtf and emo these days. sometimes ppl should look at themselves first before saying others. just hate those feelings. i hate those who hurt, insult my friends. why they never learn how to respect others? please... dont do this again.. please dont evoke the small monster in me. and please, let time heals..private conversation with ppl im not close to is not a good approach to settle the problem, it will just cause more problems.. sometimes you should listen to others. you should observe what will cause discomfort to ppl around you ... and i dont need private conversation ... i just need my close friends. that's all. private conversation with anyone wont solve it... and please, dont compare me with you... we're not the same. i've been through the worst. please, leave me alone. let time heals. please,let time heals... we are not the same. we have different creed and objective. please... dont compare us... and i never say that im perfect. i know i have lotsa shortcomings. and im improving .. im trying my best to improve... and please, when i feel that i want to know you then i'll come to you.. please, hope you'll understand. it's for your betterment.

moody

2011-11-09T16:07:00.001+08:00

why i feel so moody today.. argh..

ranting

2011-11-09T12:16:00.001+08:00

why sometimes i feel that im too easily to be tricked..and why i trust ppl so easy. why why why... why i trust ppl so easily even when they're lying im still believing in them... why... maybe my freinds are right, im a kid, my brain functions like a kid.

im still whining like a kid

im still crying like a kid

im still spoiled like a kid

im still acting like a kid

why... why... really hope this wont last forever. . . cant even give the feel of secure to the ppl around me... im tired. bye.

ps 10 days to uthm :D gonna meet my frens so fast~~~

lurve

2011-11-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

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ugly truth

2011-11-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

what happens when u find out sth that's not supposed to be known but finally dug out by urself?
hmm... few weeks ago i started to realise sth. hmm... after indepth analysis, seriously i think i reach a conclusion about that particular matter. hmm... off to further analysis :D

15days to uthm

2011-11-03T11:57:00.001+08:00

few days ago i received my result, and im very happy bout that, i got 6A+ and 1B+(sejarah), and my gpa for 1st sem is 3.90 over 4.00. im still wondering why my sejarah is so suck and pulled down my gpa tremendously. here i would like to thank most of my friends who are patient enough to teach and guide me throughout the semester as im quite poor at science and calculation subjects. they're generous and willingly to help me when it comes to academics. but this doesnt mean that im gonna relax for the next semester. im gonna work hard in my sem2 to maintain this 1st class pointer and hopefully can get into dean list next sem and the following sem as well. 3.90, this means that i'll be getting a prize and listed in the dean list together with all my friends. :D plus,i'll be taking a night bus with my friend to uthm on 18th nov night, which will arrive uthm on 19th very early in the morning. 12hrs bus ride is a butthurting experience, which gonna last for 5years... plus, on 19th and 20th nov there will be a debate competition and im looking forward to it. it would be a platform for me to train myself in debate and as an exposure to debate competition as im totally inexperienced about it. hmm... and i only can take part IF there is lack of teams participating in that since the requirement is THE TEAM SHOULD COME FROM THE SAME HOSTEL.. hmm.. and my teamates and me are from 3 totally different kolej kediaman.. hmm. just hope that i can take part in that.. and i really hope i can overcome my nervousness and put an end to the "startle stuff". and i've been in holiday for weeks and my seniors and other juniors are working hard for the next coming huge debate competition--royals is how they call the debate competition which is hosted by usm somewhere around january. that means i need to put lotsa afford on debate as well. being the youngest and inexperienced in the team makes me want to work even harder. and i hope that i can give them WOWs in coming training session. thanks for spending your time reading this piece of i dont know how to call it. ciao!

lazy updates

2011-10-29T15:28:00.001+08:00

it seems that i've beeen so so lazy to update my blog. why why why.... maybe its because im more prefer to update things about myself on facebook, as its more convenient and can know about others' updates as fast as possible, things keep on happening these days, good things and bad things at the same time. after the incident of being chased by dogs, it seems that now the fear towards dogs is even worse than before. im now having 6weeks of semester break and cant wait for the commencement of sem2 . yay~ and im glad that i chose to study at uthm, people there are friendly especially my mechanical coursemates and those who are same batch with me. and recently i got my result for my sem1 and was so glad about it. expect for kenegaraan which pulled down my cgp a lot... it seems that my 4fat dream is gone, im not greedy but this is the fact, who doesnt want a 4flat?? i worked hard(not so hard) on those subjects and im so happy that i scored decently for the rest except KENEGARAAN.. got a B+ for that... i was a bit sad when i found out the grade about kenegaraan but it's ok , afterall i still scored a 1st class, plus im already used to this kind of stuff, i never get straight As for my upsr pmr and spm, and now my diploma as well. mayb this indirectly tells me to work harder on my studies. btw, recently i joined this uthm english debate club and i found it quite interesting, its my 1st time experience to take part in debating. and i hope through this my english especially speaking will improve a lot. im so anticipating sem 2 as theres like few subjects that im quite interested on it. engineering drawing since i like drawing, and german language as i prefer language than calculations. during this sem break im glad that im able to see my friends and i miss them a lot, and my family members as well. and i start to realise that my english is getting rusty wtf ok its time to go and time to say goodbyeand is hit by flu... wtf runny nose...

BRATs

2011-02-12T10:03:00.000+08:00

BRATs stands for Bright Roving Annoying Teenagers is a young journalist group aged between 16 until 19 under The STAR newspaper. a couple of days ago i came across this RECRUITMENT NOTICE

To join BRATs:
a. You must be a Malaysian between 16 and 19 years old.
b. Include your biodata, with your contact details.
c. The participation fee is RM120, inclusive of accomodation, meals and travelling during the workshop. Note that travelling expenses to the workshop venue will be borne by the participant. Do not send payment with application (only selected applicants are eligible to attend the workshop).
d. Be sure to indicate which workshop you’d like to attend - choose one.

i chose alor star workshop as it's the nearest to jitra. and i chose to write an essay about myself in other words an autobiography in less than 1000words, i wrote 987 FYI.

i'm gonna reveal my submission after the deadline (20th Feb), and here's some sneak peek

From what I have heard, my juniors especially the lower form students called me literature maniac for frequently contributing articles to the School Yearly Magazine and Chinese Society Magazine, writing extremely long essays especially for story-typed essay (I wrote 7 ½ and 8 ½ pages for English trial and SPM paper respectively) and also participating in various story writing or essay writing competitions in Chinese, English and Malay. I think that “unique” nickname started to spread like wildfire after I handed a 20-page Chinese short novel for a school level novel writing competition organized by the Chinese Society.

I truly hope that I will be accepted to join the BRATs programme as I have a never-fading enthusiasm for writing and it has been my dream to be joining mass media workforce in future.

i watched mr and mrs incredible by louis koo and sandra ng and it's hilarious. plus, before CNY i watched this movie Homecoming, starring Ah Niu(Malaysian artiste slash director), jack neo and some singapore artistes. it's deeply moving, but the sense of humour is preserved well.

:)

BTW i'm gonna go for an Edu Fair at PISA, Penang organized by The Star. hope to get more infos about masscomm.

a letter to myself (in future) a.k.a new year resolutions

2011-01-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

Dear Vincent(march),

how are you? i hope that you're still fine as usual. well, congrats for for muet 2010 year end test for scoring a band 4, although you didn't reach your desired band, but it's ok, you can try it again. i heard that SPM result is going to be released in few days. so i guess you will be pretty nervous about it as you're a complete nervous wreck. hehe. BTW, how was your the star education fund application? are you selected to be in the shortlisted candidates name list? hope that you can be selected. i'm sure your mum will be proud of you one day. and have you taken up the cambridge english course? it's gonna be hard, but don't worry as i know that your basic is good enough. plus, you scored a band 4, so you should be ok. at this time you're supposed to own a car license already. and i hope that you'll stick to your ambition, and take the course you wanna study--mass comm. don't give up, coz my future, is in your hand.

from Vincent(January)

death bell 2 : bloody camp

2011-01-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday my friends and i went for movie at JM cinema(a cinema in Aneka a.k.a Jitra Mall). At first i thought that we would go for Gulliver's Travels.

My friends didn't want to watch it as we heard that the 3D here isn't as good as in other places. But then, we were attracted by this poster... which was the movie that i will not watch it even if i had a gf and she begged me to watch it with her...

Death Bell 2 : Bloody Camp

OMFG BBQ WTF
and here's the trailer

this movie is rated as NOT UNDER 18. That's why i didn't buy popcorn, fearing of biting my own tongue during watching the movie

here's the synopsis, from wikipedia

In South Korea, the high school student and swimmer Jeong Tae-yeon (Yoon Seung-ah) is found dead in the pool, which is found as a suicide. Two years later, teacher Park Eun-su (Hwang Jung Eum) joins the high school where Tae-yeon's stepsister Lee Se-heui (Park Ji-yeon) is haunted by nightmarish visions and is bullied by the student Eom Ji-yun (Choi Ah-jin). Eun-su finds it difficult to get respect in the classroom and is backed up by an older teacher, Cha (Kim Su-ro). Se-heui and her classmates are selected for an elite "study camp" held at the school during the summer break where 30 students study for their university entrance exams. The school's swimming trainer is murdered in the showers, and the words "When an innocent mother is killed, what son would not avenge her death?" found scrawled on a blackboard. A voice warns the students that they'll all be killed unless they can answer who is the murderer and why. The students and teachers find they're locked in the school when more deaths begin to happen.

The most terrifying part is where a male student is killed by a motorist riding on a motorcycle with revolving sharp blades on the front wheel of the motorcycle. T.T My heartbeat nearly stopped
at that scene.

The most ridiculous part is where the last female student is killed by her classmates. Yea, by her classmates and not the psychotic murderer. Hanged to death in the hall. =_="

These terrifying parts are only found in the beginning and middle parts of the movie, and it also contains "yellow" elements = =!!!

This is the first time i watched horror movie in cinema, and which i think it would be the last as well.

and yea, have a happy new year :D

21 dec

2010-12-21T14:36:00.001+08:00

life after SPM is quite boring... everyday i do the same things

watching anime
fb+ing
reading novels
sleeping

T.T

hopefully time passes faster so that i can obtain my muet n spm result quickly

i bear no hopes for my BIO as i did the wrong experiment for the last paper
i think i'm the only one did this silly mistakes... which took away 9marks out of 100 marks...

bb

short update :)

2010-08-07T10:22:00.002+08:00

lots of things happened in these months and i'm a bit suffocated

well, the midyear exam didn't go that well
mainly because i didn't study hard
i just study HARDLY

:D

i'll be taking SPM in Nov until mid Dec(cuz i take chinese, damn last subject to kill)
that means

PLKN (god! not selected XD)
TRIAL EXAM (struggling... still struggling...)
MUET(mid Oct)

i'll be as busy as a beeeeee starting this Aug until Dec

why?

you see
my trial exam starts this month until Sept
and then i take MUET too
Muet will be in OCT!!!!

FYI MUET = Malaysia University English Test
why i take it? i also don't know why. my hunch told me to take it, i guess
drop a link about improving Muet if you have, need help

after MUET!
i have to deal with the biggest challenge in my life (biggest until now)
SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!

and starting next year, government will offer scholarship to
STUDENTS WHO GET 9A+

OMGWTFBBQ!!!

it's so impossible for me

list of subjects: (with predicted grade)

BM (i think i can get A+)
BI (if no A+ i will explode!)
BC (erm... no hope?)
Math (A+)
Add Math (i don't know what to say)
Sejarah (if put more effort, A+)
Chemistry (around 70%)
Physics (A+ duh! my stongest among my science subjects)
Biology (i cant see the light)
Moral (A+ gua~~~)

my prediction:
6A+ minimum

but it's still not enough for me to get scholarship...
i wonder if there's more scholarships that i don't know yet....

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days ago my friends and i went for counseling session in school
we took the RIASEC test (google to find out more)

RIASEC stands for:

Realistic - practical, physical, hands-on, tool-oriented
Investigative - analytical, intellectual, scientific, explorative
Artistic - creative, original, independent, chaotic
Social - cooperative, supporting, helping, healing/nurturing
Enterprising - competitive environments, leadership, persuading
Conventional - detail-oriented, organizing, clerical

my result is AIC

i scored the most for Artistic, followed by Investigative and Conventional

my counseling teacher is able to "read" your characteristics based on your writing.

haha

the 1st thing she said about me was

"do you like to eat sweets?"
"you're childish"

T.T

i wonder if she installed CCTV everywhere

this is the 1st time she saw someone scored 25 upon 30 for Artistic
and she said that i was dangerous

-Artistic person usually emotional

yea, i'm emo
i can cry, frustrated, angry easily

so i have to deal with my emotion

she said i could not be a doctor because i'm emo

yea, it's logic
emo will influence my judgment

i'm not that INTO engineering

these are my ambitions:
-journalist
-novelist
-tv programmer

and they suit my result
but journalist is not under Artistic
it's under enterprising

she said i could try journalism that is related to art stuff

i'll ponder about it.

i plan to take matrikulasi accountancy (but i don't want to be an accountant, seriously)
and then plan to take mass comm

what do you think about mass comm?

i'm going to fill in the IPTA (institusi pengajian tinggi awam) form
in your opinion, which school is better for mass comm?
neeeeeed opinion

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BTW i borrowed a book called A Tale of Two Cities

and i plan to buy these, to spend my holiday wisely

1. To Kill A Mockingbird
2. The Kite Runner
3. The Time Traveler's Wife
4. Gone With Wind

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and i was informed that i'll be receiving prize during assembly tmr
the funny thing is i don't even know that i've won something...

that's all for today

bye bye!!!!!!!!

byebye

2010-01-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

it has been quite quite quite a while that i didn;t update my blog

now i'm going to say that this blog is officially closed for several months...

and i will write a post a week before SPM
and continue the blogging after SPM

thx for ur support
thx

win? impossible

2009-12-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the wushu competition

lots of people
lots of profs...

and lots of noobs...

i participated in the barehanded and the short weapon category (form 3 to 5)

i gt 6.8 for my sword and 7.34 for the jingang quan (literally means king kong fist)

kns...

we gt tutors to teach us the style
and so we followed what they taught us only
excluding the something like breathing and forcing the energy method

so... my friends and i failed to gt higher marks than our tutors...
what they taught us is completely different in competition.
the styles r the same, but the method, the energy r different...

btw
i touched the sword for only 3 times and the sword we r using in the competition is heavier than the swords we used during training...

just it is too impossible to win

tiring, sore throat and sore butt somemore

btw, tmr i still gt JPJ...

wanna die

better than 4D

2009-12-06T10:29:00.001+08:00

i received this SPAM e-mail again...

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i'm rich, in my dream LOLz

FAILED

2009-12-03T10:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday rained in the morning
and i was afraid that i might fail again

it was windy and the road was slippery

and i was afraid that i might fell off from the "bridge aka titi"
or skidded during emergency brake

luckily
GOD FAILED TO FAIL ME

I PASSED :)

now i'm waiting for the JPJ (the real test)

FAILED FAILED

2009-11-30T14:10:00.001+08:00

i failed

cuz my right foot touched the floor during emergency brake

lame right?

need to retake the test again...

wrong 1 thing

do 20 things
AGAIN!!!

QTI

2009-11-29T10:07:00.001+08:00

i'm quite nervous right now cuz tmr is the QTI

hopefully today and tmr wont rain cuz i'm afraid that i might fall down during emergency brake cuz i almost fell down b4

god plz help me~

motor training

2009-11-23T11:09:00.000+08:00

today i went for motor training

yup

3rd time

and b4 that
it rained

so the road appeared to be slippery

and i almost slipped when applying emergency brake...

haiz...

then kena scolded pulak...

haiz...

this thurs will go for the last time

then will go through QTI n JPJ

hopefully i can pass both of the test without any mistakes

:)

1118

2009-11-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

i like today

i went to school today and knew some of my subjects' marks

BC 62%
B4
...speechless...

BM 77%
A1
one of the 5 ppl who get A1

English 83%
A1
one of the 5 ppl who get A1
# second highest... haiz...

Add Math 65%
B3
luckily didn't get B4...

Modern Math 86%
A1
so happy

Moral 77%
A1
unexpected

Biology 70%
A2
actually, it's 69.5%~
then round off~
so lucky~

still gt physics, chemistry and sejarah
most probably i will know it next year

BTW
i'm so so overwhelmed and happy today
i did it!

my 1119 essay (english essay)
i managed to get 45 over 50

and i've seen the words i really wanted to see

Good, interesting

A 45

the best thing i've ever had :)

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at here

i wish

SPM candidates will go through the exam with ease

i bid

one of my best friends -- K.E.J
and
my friend -- O.S.Y

a happy birthday

1118

easy easy fortune :D

wushu competition-coming soon

2009-11-17T10:13:00.000+08:00

there will be a wushu competition in DECEMBER
so exciting

first time in my life

venue : alor star mall
date : 12 DEC
time : 10am to 10pm (alamak...)

there will be 4 main categories

lower primary (male and female)
upper primary (male and female)
lower secondary (male and female)
upper secondary (male and female)

each category will have 3 another minor categories

拳术 without weapon
长兵 "long weapon" (spear, staff etc)
短兵 "short weapon" (small knife etc)

each contestant can participate each or all of them

each minor categories will have

1 gold medal
1 silver medal
2 bronze medals

i will take part in 拳术 since i only learn 拳术

my friends and i learn different 拳术
my friends learn 单工 can be found in wiki
my best friend learn梅花拳 can be found in wiki by typing meihuaquan
my another friend learn 杨家枪 and another拳术

i learn
金刚拳
and
飞龙拳

i could not find anything about 金刚拳and飞龙拳on the net

haiz
haiz

can somebody help me?

haiz haiz

it's OVER

2009-11-10T14:16:00.000+08:00

finally the 3 weeks torturing exam ended!

wahahaha
wahahah

life without net is incredibly sucks

yup

facing those stacks of books is so torturing

bio, chemistry, physics, english bla bla bla

BORING

last time i gt 109

hopefully this time can gt top 10

sounds quite impossible rite?

i took 10 subjects

from 5 compulsory

Bm
english
modern math
sejarah
moral

to 5 science stream subjects

add math
bio
chemistry
physics

and 1 additional subject

chinese

don ask me how many subjects i aimed to get As

cuz

i also dunno

now i don wan to care about it anymore

it's holiday

HOLIday

so excited

i'm so psyched about this holiday

loads to plan to do

badminton
PS2
visiting to my relatives' houses
wushu competition
facebook spamming
blogging like a crazy people
story writing competition
poetry writing competition
prepare the propasal for next yr's drama competition

.............

and lots more :)

http://www.facebook.com/search/?init=srp&sfxp=&q=chee+yeng#/video/video.php?v=1264455415223&subj=1346314139

^ the video which my friend uploaded. im in da video :)
wushu performance during hari kokurikulum

:)

bye
spamming facebook

PS. btw, if u guys noe anything about a recent story writing contest, just tell me about it, k ;)

final's comin

2009-10-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

final exam is coming...

so stressed...

the exam lasts for 3 weeks...

haiz...

good luck to me...

must be in top 10...

study study study

no mood

2009-10-13T14:53:00.000+08:00

today the girls in my class almost "killed" me

yup
"killed"

it started like this

the girls in my class asked:

why you didn't buy the book

(it's a small magazine published by chinese society)

me : i booked it already

they: from who?

me : from CW

(CW is a friend of mine who changed to study at other school months ago)

they : what? CW? impossible!

me : he did come to our school last sunday and i ordered from him

they : what?! you should order from the form 5 ppl. who did u book from?!

me : already said is CW!

they : (i forgot what they said but what they said making me stressed)

me : really it's CW

then i became very emo and sitting at my desk and frustrated

one of them said:
"frustrated also useless"

wakao = ="

then one of them who is doesn't mix with them stood up and said:
"he did come and help the F5 to collect the money and orders"

then the girls became silent

still feeling frustrated
i put the book i borrowed from one of them on her table in a rude way

i walked to my friends' place
then the girl whom i borrowed her book came

showing her book to me

"who did this?"

there was a torn part at the book's cover

i denied
but she was still not believeing in me

whatever

the truth is
the cover is already torn when i borrowed her book
then my friend wanna see that book
so i let him see it for a while and he returned it to me

so
who's the most suspecious suspect?

I DIDN'T TEAR YOUR BOOK
BELIEVE IT OR NOT
IT'S UP TO YOU

today was a bad day...

haiz...

moodlessssss

unexpected wushu test

2009-10-10T09:54:00.000+08:00

last nite
there was an unexpected wushu test
and my friends and i knew nth about it at all

and my right leg still injured...
injured after playing sepak takraw last tuesday...

i recover later than others
always be like this ...

= ="

we did some practice

and then
we were called to perform stamina training and patterns as well

we did:

push up x 20
sit up x 20
frog jump x 20
jump + use palm to hit knees x 20
another thing similar to pumping x 20

we were separated in to groups of 3
i was so exhausted and was the last one to complete the stamina training in my group!!!
1st group to be called somemore...

b4 the stamina training
i had stomachache + leg sore...
so
during pumping i felt like hell!

so hurt...

then
since i took the "1st level part 1 and part 2 test"
so
i practised for many times at there

1st part contained 4 patterns = ="
and i did plenty of mistakes

fell down somemore...

haiz haiz >.<"

what a bad start

later

i took the part 2 test (since i was called for part 2, so this meant that i passed part 1)
got 3 patterns

more complicated

i already did my very best
so
now waiting for the result

passed or failed
who knows?

brain

2009-10-07T14:32:00.002+08:00

go to this link to see whether u're a left-brain user or a right-brain user

:D

http://forum.sosot.net/thread-30688-1-1.html

if you see:

the woman is rotating in clockwise direction

then you're a right brain user

the woman is rotating in anticlockwise direction

means u're a left-brain user

the woman is rotating clockwise and anticlockwise (my friend can see it)

means you use both sides of your brain

:)

btw
i'm a right-brain ppl :)

sleepwalking

2009-10-03T09:25:00.001+08:00

well
it has been a while i didn't update my blog

BZ ma...
homework
final exam
competitions...

btw
i heard that my school is going to do streaming next year
it sounds great for me indeed
but i have to admit that it's impossible since if they really do this
the 1st class will consist of more chinese than malay
this is the fact

so
i doubt they wont do the RATIO system

back to the track
i had sleepwalking at nite of wednesday

i'm not 100% sure that i sleepwalked
but listen to my story 1st ok?

everynite I WILL take off my underwear and hang it in the bathroom b4 going to sleep

YES
i'm sure that i took off my underwear at that nite

then
next morning...
when i headed for toilet after brushing my teeth

"WTF i'm still wearing my underwear!?"

weird = ="

have you ever experienced sleepwalking b4?
mind to share :D

shut up la! bi**h

2009-09-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

bengbeng plz prevent benghui from seeing this
this post may corrupt a kid's mind :P

see the PM of katherine:

why there are sissies who pretend to be brave in this world?
there're some in my school...

*u kanasailah if i sissy u r lesbo!

================================================
*the sentences without the colour(light purple) is what i think and wanna shout out loud

ok
i will be very honest in this post and spill the beans on u
and others who involved in this conversation

i really loathe people who always does things to people

especially when she did it to my best friends

well
she likes to kidnap my best friend's pencilcase and let him find it by himself

"u mcb la! ppl wan to study but u still wanna make ppl cannt study!!!"

so
i noticed that she hid his pencilcase in her table
i "stole" it and returned to my best friend

well, this is the normal reaction of a best friend, rite?

then
she was furious and said things at me

"can u shut up?!?!?!!?"

==================================================

at library
during moral class

(ok, this sounds kinda weird cuz during moral class, i'll be immoral LOLz)

whatever we (referred to me and my male classmates) did
SHE and another friend, X (also like to say things at ppl) will "attack" us verbally

ok
it started like this

we made some noise in the library

so
X told us to keep quiet
you know
pretending that she's the boss, always

gila kuasa ppl!!!!!!!!!!!

when
we ignored her
and then she said:
"so annoying"

"what annoying?! when you're saying things at us, we still keep silence, we didn't slap her or mad at her"

then the SHE said things at me again
so
i somewhat scold her
nt really serious one

i said:
"some girls just don acting like a proper girl"

i dunno wtf with that X but she butt in

X said:
"girl girl biy boy girl r boy boy r girl (sth like that)"

obviously what she said referred to me...

"what the hell!? nth related to u, why still make the noise leh siao cha bo?"

then
my friend poked me

then X said:
"boys tend to attract girls by doing things"

can u shut up?!?!??!?!?!
no one says you're mute even you're quiet

==================================================

then at tuition
it got worse

she still nagging like wtf

so
i said
"will you believe that one day i might steal your best friend's pencilcase and step it in front of u?"

she said:
"why you bother?"

i said:
"because he's my best friend"

lolz kinda drama

i just wanna defend my best friends
that's all

she's rich people
maybe she wont appreciate things around her

she thought that she owns everything
but i bet
she will never own LOVE from others

learning wushu on9

2009-09-26T11:23:00.001+08:00

now i can learn wushu on9

http://www.flashmavi.com/wushu.shtml

wing tsun also can be found

unexpected guest on hari raya?!

2009-09-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

ok

i was home alone during raya
and i had an unexpected guest

at that time
i was at my parents' room to play PS2 at nite
when i came near to the TV's table
i saw a white cloth/tissue/white things appeared at the edges of the table

so
i tried to go near it and pull it cuz i was too curious
but it vanished when i wanna touch it

IT VANISHED!!

and there's nth white at the edge...

= ="

what the heck?!

home alone kiddo version

2009-09-20T07:34:00.000+08:00

now home alone
and i will be home alone for 2 days

my parents n siblings go to THAILAND

i didn't follow cuz

HOMEWORK and COMPETITION...

= ="

btw
last nite i dreamt that today something bad will happen = ="

whatever

just enjoy the show by lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And syncronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
They got a ticket to the show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum
Just enjoy the show
Duh Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

Lenka - Live Like You're Dying

One of these days youll be
under the covers youll be
under the table and youll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more.
no no

Chorus 1:
Take every moment; you know that you own them.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

Give me a reason
to fight the feeling
that theres nothing here for me.
Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasnt meant to be.
I know its all up to me x2.
So what am I gonna do with my time?
oh

Chorus 2:
Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
Its all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Chorus 3:
Live like youre dying and never stop trying.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

All of the moments you didnt notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings you couldnt feel
no matter how you try.
oh oh

Chorus 1
Chorus 3 x2

magic?

2009-09-19T10:36:00.007+08:00

focus on the +
then tell me what u saw just now hehe

btw, click on the image and view it at new window/tab so that you can see it

exploded

2009-09-17T13:55:00.003+08:00

today at school i was fuming...

i felt extremely unhappy as the girls in my class kept teasing and blaming the boys for not telling them about the KL trip

~~KL bloggers plz alert cuz i might see u guys in KL haha~~

at first
i didn't care

but they crossed the LINE!!!

so
i exploded in the moral class...

mad at them...
mad at them...
mad at them...

frankly
i really dont like girls following us to the trip

not because we're going to far place to watch GIRLS

bcuz

but BOYS n GIRLS r from the very different world...

- we just want some good friends, spending time together
- if the girls also coming, means the hotel budget... need to be increased
- we WONT go to the MALL and shopping non stop like a maniac

i dont like the ways the girls always tease the boys in my class

always, like thousands of invisible spears piercing through our soul
if you girls tease us for 10 consecutive years
we will die

now u girls still havent seen the impact of ur teasing on us
but one day
you will see
how ugly ur teasing can change us

boys also human, cannt bear with you girls forever u know?
we know how to explode
and i dont want that happen again...

about my parents
almost divorce things

all bcuz of the GIRLS' mouth

fights
arguments
divorce

so painful inside the heart...

.......................

just recently i begin to become hot tempered..
.
maybe the my test 3 result influenced my EQ

or

maybe the final exam is coming and adding stress on me...

or

maybe the cerpen competition adds stress on me since i havent touched it as the final is coming...

btw
next year
perhaps my school will practise STREAMING

so
i have to work hard

i need to work harder

from 109th
to 9th again, just like last time

frankly
i'm feeling like exploding...

next week holiday
need to destress

bowling?
badminton?
cycling?

or reading and doing homework?!?!?!?!

confused
exploded
stressed

and mixed

update:

I'M NOT GOING TO KL

extremely down

2009-09-14T12:54:00.002+08:00

last time i was the 9th among 291 ppl...

this time (test 3)

i am the 109th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

109!!!

among 280 ppl...

can u imagine
drop from 9 to 109?!?!?!

why...
why...
why...

====================================================

to cheer me up...

see this pics

decision made

2009-09-11T15:07:00.002+08:00

i've made a decision

i should let that feelings go away

i don't wanna give pressure to myself and others anymore

i'm too tired to think about it anymore

let it go

LET IT GO

maybe
let it go is a part of growing up

no more feelings
no more and no more

i should let it go
i should focus on other things

especially on my studies...

i'm not ready for this yet...

perhaps next time when you meet me on the street
asking :
"why r u letting her go?"

"it's a part of growing up :)"

i would say that

no more worries
no more regrets

no more no more...

ENVY me

2009-09-11T14:46:00.003+08:00

today i was so so extremely ENVY...

it was just a small thing bt i take it as a serious CASE pulak...

it started like this

A = that girl i like
B = my gooood friend which i trust a lot
C = my another good friend
V = me

after tuition...

C : hey, A doesn't have transportation to go home. let her take a ride on ur bike
V : ur head la!

@ i dunno how to take ppl by bike...
cuz i'm weak...

then...

A appeared on B's motor...
wakao

A seemed to be very excited about it

IT WAS JUST A RIDE OFFERED BY A FRIEND CUZ SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANY TRANSPORT TO GO HOME

HE'S NOT TRIYING TO WOO HER, DOESN'T HE?

BUT
THERE'S CHANCE WHERE SHE LIKES HIM TOO...

1. he's strong and looks stocky
--girls like boys who can protect them

2. he's active at sports, ESPECIALLY IN BASKETBALL
--girls like boys who are active

3. he looks handsome n cute pulak...
--no need to explain this...

IT'S JUST A RIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shouldn't be so cynical to him, especially a friend.
should i emphasize the word GOOOOOD?

after that
i text him msg

V : "do you like her?"

B : "who are you?"

V : "vincent"

.........

he didn't reply...

isn't it obvious?

should i trust them?
or
should i be cautious?
or
stop being so cynical?

conclusion:

men are extremely jealous...

update:
he replied:

NO

3rd test result

2009-09-10T13:12:00.002+08:00

my test 3 result is sucks...

bahasa cina
71%
A2

english
86%
A1

bahasa melayu
60%
B4

moral
54%
unknown

modern math
60%
B4

add math
40%
pass

sejarah
68%
B3

chemistry
57%+-
C5

biology
66%
B3

physics
66%
b3

what a bad result

what a nightmare!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

next time
in final exam
i must try my very best to be the TOP 10!
just like last time :)

self hurting

2009-09-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

now i know why i bite my nail...

now i know why my sister picks her skin...

cuz my mum is too strict...
pressure
stress

nail biting
skin picking...

only one reason

sad...

2009-09-04T10:18:00.000+08:00

my 3rd test result sucks...

this time
for the very 1st time
i'm so "dead"

no spirit at all...
the test was too hard for me n my friends...

it kills our confidence...

btw,
yesterday i "hit" the offerings with my bike again...

so sueh...
then last nite gt bad dreams...

sigh sigh...

========================================================

yesterday got oral test
teacher asked me:

## the ans sounds like this

1. what's ur fav pastime?
## watching TV

2. such as?
## desperate housewives, ugly betty and sometimes i watch gossip girls. i like them bcuz of the characters' personalities. their personalities cannot be found in this place(Jitra). and i see the jealousy and bla bla bla in human. they're just unique in their own ways.

3. what do you expect in ur FUTURE wife
## ~~i was stunned~~ hardworking, caring and GENTLE. i hope that SHE is not a smoker cuz smoke can cause CANSER. and i don want IT to ruin my life, and her life as well

4. what do you like to eat?
## i'm not a choosy person, so i like to eat a lot and almost everything.

xxxxxxxxxxx

other question forwarded to my friends:
1. do you like this school?
2. what do you like to eat?
--if you say bihum, she'll ask
3. how to cook it? step by step
4. do you have a boyfriend?
5. tell me about your family
6. after Uni, what country would you like to go?

3rd test result!!!

2009-09-01T19:56:00.002+08:00

bahasa cina
68%

physics
66%

biology
66%

english
86%

how?
6 and 8...

buy 6668
路路路发！

haha

btw
tmr i'm going to know add math's

1st class...
add math only 9 ppl pass if i'm nt mistaken...

worried...

UPDATE::

i gt my add math today...

38%

i didn't pass
didn't reach the min to pass...

40% is min...

then...

i found out that teacher miscounted my marks!

OMG!!!

my add math now is 40%!!!

pass!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

aug 31

2009-08-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

happy b'day malaysia!!!

:)

bad luck

2009-08-27T10:30:00.002+08:00

wakao...

last year when almost near ghost festival i stepped on the offerings for ghost...
then bad things happened

this year...

i also stepped on it again

why so sueh...

wuwuwu

great news!

2009-08-25T16:21:00.001+08:00

i passed undang undang!

44/50 :)

ps. i still dunno how to start a motor = ="

exam OVER!!

2009-08-20T16:15:00.000+08:00

finally the exam is over!

i think i just flunked my add math and chemistry ~~(i'm a math noob...)~~

just take it esay
cuz the holiday is coming

next week~~~

holiday~
holiday~

but wait a minute...
my mum doesn't let me go out and play...

cuz H1N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O.o

holiday's plan:

sunday till tuesday:
study undang undang for the whole day~
motor test is on tuesday~~~
and
i havent studied yet...

wednesday till saturday:
sitting in my room...
and then...
write short story and poem...

it's for the contest~

or most probably i'll complete my unfinished school works...
kiddo hates homework XD

my holiday plans...
just like that...

no more vacation...
no more bowling...
no more theater...
no more UP...

what a great holiday!! :)

~~how ironic...~~

i like it :)

2009-08-18T14:31:00.002+08:00

i used to watch this TV series yrs ago

like it

1st prize RM800!!!

2009-08-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

LAMPIRAN

PERADUAN MENULIS CERPEN DAN PUISI

PELAJAR SEKOLAH MENENGAH 2009

Tarikh Tutup: 30 NOVEMBER 2009

HADIAH CERPEN REMAJA (15 – 17 TAHUN)

· Hadiah Pertama : RM800.00

· Hadiah Kedua : RM600.00

· Hadiah Ketiga : RM400.00

· 5 Hadiah Sagu Hati RM100.00

HADIAH CERPEN REMAJA (13 – 14 TAHUN)

· Hadiah Pertama : RM800.00

· Hadiah Kedua : RM600.00

· Hadiah Ketiga : RM400.00

· 5 Hadiah Sagu Hati RM100.00

HADIAH PUISI REMAJA (15 – 17 TAHUN)

· Hadiah Pertama : RM500.00

· Hadiah Kedua : RM300.00

· Hadiah Ketiga : RM250.00

· 5 Hadiah Sagu Hati RM80.00

HADIAH PUISI REMAJA (13 – 14 TAHUN)

· Hadiah Pertama : RM500.00

· Hadiah Kedua : RM300.00

· Hadiah Ketiga : RM250.00

· 5 Hadiah Sagu Hati RM80.00

Syarat Penyertaan

i. Peraduan ini dibuka kepada warganegara Malaysia yang berusia 13 - 17 tahun KECUALI anak kakitangan DBP.

ii. Peraduan ini dibahagikan kepada dua kategori, iaitu:

a. Kategori Sekolah Menengah Tahap 1 (13 – 15 tahun)

b. Kategori Sekolah Menengah Tahap 2 (16 – 17 tahun)

iii. Tema peraduan adalah seperti yang berikut:

Alam persekolahan, kasih sayang, kekeluargaan, pengembaraan, alam sekitar, fiksyen sains, kemasyarakatan atau perpaduan.

iv. Pelajar hendaklah menggunakan borang yang berasingan untuk cerpen dan puisi (borang boleh di fotokopi).

v. Seorang pelajar hanya dibenarkan menghantar sekurang-kurangnya dua buah karya. Contohnya, sebuah puisi dan sebuah cerpen ataupun dua buah cerpen/puisi).

vi. Karya yang dihantar mestilah bertaip di atas kertas A4 sebelah muka surat dengan jarak langkau dua baris (double-spacings), jenis tulisan Arial, fon 12, tidak perlu dijilid dan mengokot kemas (stapled) karya mereka. Jumlah perkataan dihadkan antara 1,800 hingga 2,000 patah perkataan (8 hingga 10 halaman) bagi cerpen, manakala jumlah baris bagi puisi dihadkan antara 30 hingga 50 baris (1 hingga 2 halaman).Disket atau cakera padat (CD) hendaklah dihantar bersama-sama karya dengan melabel nama, tajuk dan umur pelajar pada disket atau CD berkenaan.

vii. Judul karya hendaklah ditaip pada kulit naskhah dengan menggunakan kertas putih A4 dan dikokot kemas bersama-sama karya.

viii. Karya yang dihantar mestilah disertakan gambar berukuran pasport serta menggunakan borang rasmi peraduan.

ix. Nama dan alamat penulis tidak boleh tertera pada naskhah atau kulit karya yang dikirim.

x. Karya mestilah asli dan belum pernah disiarkan atau diterbitkan oleh mana-mana pihak.

xi. Sekiranya karya yang dihantar itu ternyata diciplak, penyertaan akan terbatal dengan serta-merta. Jika karya tersebut memenangi peraduan ini, maka hadiah tersebut akan terbatal dengan sendirinya.

xii. DBP berhak menerbitkan karya-karya yang memenangi peraduan ini, tertakluk kepada syarat penerbitan DBP.

xiii. Karya hendaklah sampai kepada urus setia pada atau sebelum 30 November 2009.

xiv. Keputusan panel penilai adalah muktamad.

Urus setia

Untuk mendapatkan borang penyertaan dan keterangan lanjut, sila hubungi:

Urus Setia,

Peraduan Menulis Cerpen dan Puisi Pelajar Sekolah Menengah 2009,

Pusat Penyelidikan dan Pengembangan Sastera Kanak-kanak dan Remaja (PURNAMA),

Jabatan Sastera,

Tingkat 21, Menara DBP,

Jalan Dewan Bahasa,

50460 Kuala Lumpur.

(u.p.: Puan Nawal Hanim Haji Lope Zainal Abidin)

Tel. : 03-21481148

E-mel : nawal@dbp.gov.my

Faksimile : 03-21414109

ATAU sila lawati laman web DBP:

http://www.dbp.gov.my

Tarikh tutup penyertaan

Borang penyertaan hendaklah sampai kepada urus setia pada atau sebelum 30 November 2009.

hopefully it's available in english...
why nt english!!??

BM so hard...

bt RM800 is so... tempting!!!

i want join ...
after exam will write one...

push up x 50?!

2009-08-15T09:50:00.002+08:00

yesterday at wushu

push up x 50
sit up x 50
jump x 50
and got some exercise that i dunno their names x 50

almost KOed

quick update

2009-08-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

depressed for the whole day...

don't blame me... cuz
very stressful!!!!!!

love is all around

2009-08-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

crap...

2009-08-09T18:58:00.003+08:00

if all malaysians are still acting like a fiend of mine...
everyone sure gt H1N1...

the conversation...

he : what? is is true that our school gt 2 students infected by H1N1?
me: yea... (wakao... big news also dunno...)
he : 2 students NIA MA (wtf, NIA MA sounds : i don't care and it's just nth big)
me: = =" imagine if gt 1 ppl in ur class gt H1N1 and gt another 1 ppl in my class gt H1N1, then gt 40 ppl gt H1N1. and imagine if the 40 ppl go to all classes in this school... (i'm over reacting? = =)
he : it won't be that serious (obviously, he's still not aware of the dangerous of the contagious H1N1)

i was so so damn angry and just walked out of that class... (emo boy :P)
i really wanna say :

"hei dumbass, luckily not everyone has the mind like you"

blek!
i was being so emo...
what for?

what i wanna say is
DONT TRY TO HAVE THE MIND LIKE HIM
OR EVERYONE WILL SPIT ON YOUR ANNOYING FACE SOONER OR LATER

....

EMO FOR THE WHOLE DAY = ="

laugher is the best medicine, perhaps?

2009-08-08T22:18:00.001+08:00

still
i dunno what the hell is she laughing at
O.o

garbage enzyme VS H1N1

2009-08-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

stay at home

2009-08-06T09:52:00.001+08:00

dont want go to school

u know why

*i dont want to be the next victim...
** FB+ing for the whole day LOLz

H1N1 strikes my school >.<"

2009-08-04T19:33:00.003+08:00

omg!
i still cannot believe it...

H1N1 strikes SMK Jitra...

= ="

F2 n F4 got 1 affected student respectively...

...

so scared...

i dont want to be affected

what i know is:
H1N1 is contagious
H1N1 can cause death

and yesterday i cannot stand it
i have a FRIEND
who knows nothing about H1N1
talked about H1N1 with others

according to his tones...
i can see that
HE DOESN'T CARE A LOT!

like wth?!

and today
he came to my class
his finger bleeded
and he said something meant
oh, i don wan to get H1N1

"bro, H1N1 spread by air... it even spread when you're talking to ppl who are afffected by H1N1..."
"oh, not by blood?"
"it's not AIDS la..."

cannot stand!!!!!!!!!!!!

# another idiot

exam fever

2009-08-02T19:11:00.004+08:00

3rd test is coming...

begins on 16th of aug...

last time i scored and rise

this time
hopefully still can survive...

stressful

ps* my add math sucks
pss* my chinese also... just so-so

learn to live

2009-07-31T08:15:00.004+08:00

once you learn how to die, you learn how to live

page 82
line 7

from tuesdays with morrie

i agree
how about you?

when we know we're going to die
we will do what we like
we will be ambitious...
and achieve our goals

unknown lifeform discovered!

2009-07-30T14:11:00.001+08:00

omg!
alien vs human LOL

蓝眼睛

2009-07-30T10:49:00.000+08:00

omg...
so nice :)

boys talk

2009-07-30T10:18:00.002+08:00

BEFORE YOU READ THIS POST
PLZ MAKE SURE THAT YOU'RE OPEN-MINDED AND NOT BEING TOOOO CONSERVATIVE

i'm doing a survey today cuz yesterday i had loads of BOYS TALK

if you don't mind
then answer the following question :)

1. are you still single?
2. are you in a relationship?
3. how many relationship have you been in?
4. are you still a VIRGIN?
5. have you masturbate? O.o ~~speechlessss....~~

my answers to the question:
1. yes
2. no
3. zero
4. yes
5. no

yesterday
a friend of mine said boys should pull that part's skin to make it looooose
i pulled it b4
the head can pass through the skin edi
but he said that it's still not ENOUGH...

neeeeeed to pull the accumulated skin till the end of p***s

walao...

i dunno it can be stretched till the end...

i tried
but so so painful...

extra questions
6. is it true that we (boys) should pull the skin till the end?
7. if yes, how to REDUCE THE UNBEARABLE PAIN?

when he mentioned that he already masturbate
i said i havent and surprisingly
he said something that sound like this
"how old are you edi?"

in other words...
BOYS NEEEEEEEED TO MASTURBATE?!?!

so confused @@

well,
boys talk ends here :)

waiting for your replies :)

cupid

2009-07-29T14:39:00.001+08:00

watch cupid on 8TV on tuesdays nite
from 9.30-10.30

:)

i'm stuck in ur heart

2009-07-28T20:09:00.001+08:00

信）對不起　剛才我　是不是聽錯
　　還是我　想太多　想到了昏頭
丁）天氣不錯　開了窗吹走臉紅
信）進一步　退一步　都害怕打破
　　更不想　再和你　永遠做朋友
丁）給你線索　也給我勇敢藉口

丁）下定決心　沉默
信）想讓沉默為我們追究
丁）你和我　信）這一刻　
丁）無聲的　信）而交流
合）卻突然震耳欲聾

＊
信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
信）忘了我從什麼時候
丁）忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
合）一步一步走火入魔　　（和我）
＊

信）一直猜　一直想　一直的揣摹
　　一直到　你變成　甜美的心痛
丁）如果可以　把如果變成結果

丁）下定決心　執著
信）想讓執著為我們突破
丁）我和你　信）的小說　
丁）這時候　信）出現煙火
合）讓心間充滿感動

＃
信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
信）如果你有相同感受
丁）感受到有種突然的衝動
合）放肆一次走火入魔　　（和我）
＃

Repeat ＊＃

:)

tough...

2009-07-27T21:40:00.003+08:00

it's a tough decision to make...

friendship n yourself
which is your priority...

to that friend:
sorry cuz i'm selfish

embarrassing?

2009-07-26T19:05:00.002+08:00

why are we embarrassed by silence?
what comfort do we find in all the noise?

from Tuesdays with Morrie
pg 53 line 13

what do you guys think about this?

what's in my nuffnang page?

2009-07-24T10:17:00.000+08:00

what's in my nuffnang page?

i like it :)
because it's constant

still...
my $$...
RM3.07 NIA

sometimes
it makes me speechless for a while
then LMAO

my blog,
OFFENSIVE? or something?

sometimes
it gives me warmth :)

everyday sure got visitor :)
from NZ

nuffnang ;)

wtf go to hell

2009-07-23T14:33:00.000+08:00

in my school, some of the students are worse than craps
some of the good students are bullied by the craps and just dont want to sue them

still
they bully the good guys

-splash water when we r using toilet
-use shoulder and knock us purposely and yell at us... not even a "sorry"

shit!

since my school is undergoing cluster school project
they are going to kick wtf students out of school

hopefully they will sweep the rubbish out of my school
and they deserve it

is that u?

2009-07-21T14:27:00.001+08:00

i wonder if that's u...

new zealand...

harry potter 6

2009-07-20T14:43:00.000+08:00

haven't watch harry potter 6...

i wanna watch it but too busy recently...

haiz!!!!

way back into love

2009-07-18T19:48:00.001+08:00

which version do you like?

treasure hunt

2009-07-17T09:16:00.002+08:00

now it's raining...
hopefully that tmr treasure hunt still can carry out...

hopefully "some" ppl can attend today meeting and cooperate with us...

that's all...

depressed...

color leads to job

2009-07-15T14:29:00.001+08:00

oonvincent, based on our experience with many different professionals, your color preferences indicate that the occupations below best suit your personality and interests. Note also that a listed profession, never before considered, may seem off. For example, if you love to type, data entry operator might be listed as well, even though you want to be a fiction writer.

BEST OCCUPATIONAL CATEGORY

You're a CREATOR

Key Words: Nonconforming, Impulsive, Expressive, Romantic, Intuitive, Sensitive, and Emotional

These original types place a high value on aesthetic qualities and have a great need for self-expression. They enjoy working independently, being creative, using their imagination, and constantly learning something new. Fields of interest are art, drama, music, and writing or places where they can express, assemble, or implement creative ideas.

CREATOR OCCUPATIONS
Suggested careers are Advertising Executive, Architect, Web Designer, Creative Director, Public Relations, Fine or Commercial Artist, Interior Decorator, Lawyer, Librarian, Musician, Reporter, Art Teacher, Broadcaster, Technical Writer, English Teacher, Architect, Photographer, Medical Illustrator, Corporate Trainer, Author, Editor, Landscape Architect, Exhibit Builder, and Package Designer.

CREATOR WORKPLACES
Consider workplaces where you can create and improve beauty and aesthetic qualities. Unstructured, flexible organizations that allow self-expression work best with your free-spirited nature.

Suggested Creator workplaces are advertising, public relations, and interior decorating firms; artistic studios, theaters and concert halls; institutions that teach crafts, universities, music, and dance schools. Other workplaces to consider are art institutes, museums, libraries, and galleries.

2nd BEST OCCUPATIONAL CATEGORY

You're a SOCIAL MANAGER

Key Words: Tactful, Cooperative, Generous, Understanding, Insightful, Friendly, and Cheerful

This very social type enjoys working in groups, sharing responsibilities, and being the center of attention. Fields of interest are instructing, helping, nurturing, care giving and instructing-especially young people. They discuss and consider feelings in order to solve problems, lead, direct, persuade, guide, organize and enlighten others.

btw

i quit drama...

depressed

2009-07-14T19:45:00.003+08:00

my acting skills sucks...

so
i think i can join script writing part...

but it won't be easy
no experience

that's all...

msn me if u wanna know more...

oonvincent@hotmail.com

it's complicated

passed :)

2009-07-11T21:51:00.001+08:00

i passed wushu test :)

so happy

i'm abnormal?

2009-07-10T16:12:00.002+08:00

read this...

and i'm one of them...

medical:
The presence of a single transverse palmar crease can be, but is not always, a symptom associated with abnormal medical conditions, such as Fetal alcohol syndrome, or with genetic chromosomal abnormalities, including Down syndrome (chromosome 21), cri du chat syndrome (chromosome 5), Noonan syndrome (chromosome 12), Patau syndrome (chromosome 13), Edward's syndrome (chromosome 18), and Aarskog-Scott syndrome (X-linked recessive). Bilateral or unilateral single palmar creases are also associated with aberrations on chromosome 9^[4]. Also sometimes found on hand of affected side of patients with Poland Syndrome.

fortune:
bengbeng n twilight can tell me more about it?

when the cat is not around...

2009-07-09T21:08:00.005+08:00

when the cat is not around
the FCKing mouse sure brings havoc to chinese society

the cat is president of chinese society
the bastard mouse is the vice president of chinese society

the mouse is damn gila kuasa
he likes to control everything but sadly
he doesn't have the brain...
i mean
he's not a good strategist...

he said :
i'm BIGGER than u, u must obey me
BIGGER refers to power...

now
the treasure hunt...

we only allow 10 teams to register
but
damn
he wants 12 teams to join cuz he collected more than 10 teams' registration

now
he wants 13 teams!
and he means it!!!

I'M BIGGER THAN U

now listen u damn bastard mouse
don think that you have the power to control us
don think that after she left u can act like a boss
i know the 13th team is our teacher's daughter's team
but
rules are rules!
rules are rules you know!?
u think it's easy to think more games?
u try it yourself la!
you cannot change anything!
you are not in "we"
u don need to do things,
just destroy our plan u damn bastard!
if you dare to trouble us
then
we will trouble you
never trouble trouble until trouble troubles you
just watch your back...

i warn you...

updates:
he will control the activities in 2 months...
wtf

cruel...

2009-07-09T14:52:00.002+08:00

today the malays slaughtered one cute but skinny goat
and perhaps, hundreds of birds...

blood was everywhere...

i heard ppl said that my teacher laughed when they cut the goat's throat...

damn...

*it's about sacrifice thing... and i know not much about it...
but, it is said that if someone feels pity for the poor things when slaughtering it
it is a sin...

she's going...

2009-07-07T14:38:00.003+08:00

she's going to new zealand for about 2 months...

i wonder how the ambiance will be without her...

silent?

or remains merry as usual?

2 months without her...

sure got some changes in my class...

confused

2009-07-05T19:20:00.001+08:00

everything seems to be so wrong...

what should i do...
so confused...

marching band

2009-07-03T15:11:00.000+08:00

i was a member of marching band of srjk(c) chung hwa, jitra, kedah...

:)

played trumpet

july 2

2009-07-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

many things happened in school today
i dropped akaun...

yes
i drop it...

really...

sorry...
for others who want me to take it...
sorry...
for others who think that akaun got brighter future
sorry...
for others who think that chinese don need study chinese language

sorry...

don't scold me for my stupidity
i know
drop akaun isn't the best solution
but
what can i do?
i hate akaun

i hate it hate it very much

i hate it...

though my akaun marks is higher than BC
still
i wanna drop akaun

cuz i hate it!!!

i have my rights to drop any subject...

so
teacher
you cannot hit my back with your thick book
anymore!!!

i will prove that study BC also gt future...
i will prove it...
i will...

since i dropped akaun
so
this means
change course and class...

maybe the end of this year will change...
to the pure science class...

maybe...
4 chinese students only...
nvm...

===========================================================

then
today
the result was out already!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wakaka

my mid-year result
6 A1
2 A2
1 B3 (~~bio gt 69! wtf!~~)
1 B4 (~~moral gt 64! wtf!~~)
1 C6

i'm the 4th in my class
among 27 ppl...

and
i'm the 9th in my form
among 291 ppl...

TOP 10!!!

so happy :)
i heard that ppl who is in top 30 can gt certificate :)

so happy :)

june 30

2009-06-30T14:50:00.001+08:00

still busy even it's the last day of june...

tmr will do oral test in malay language...

luckily it's group, nt individual...

then
the day after tmr...
on thursday

i'm selected by my teacher to do oral test in english in front of teacher which is nt from my school...

my topic would be BLOGGING!!!

and then...
next week on tuesday

another oral test is waiting for me...

in malay language
my topic would be IMPIAN DAN CITA-CITA

OMG

quite easy actually...

=]

now what i need to do is memorizng all...
everthing...

who's painting?

2009-06-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

guess it :)

still busy...

2009-06-29T19:23:00.002+08:00

still busy

busy with the treasure hunt...

i'm one of the "workers"

i need to think games...

create new n interesting games...

CAN THE GAMES FALL FROM THE SKY AND "HIT" MY HEAD?

i don think so ;)

what i hate about facebook

2009-06-26T10:35:00.000+08:00

~~facebook fans plz don kill me :)~~

too lazy to use all applications...

==================================================================

my conversation with my english teacher, pn zurina

me = me

pn zurina = pz

me : erm, teacher, can i write the script for the drama competition?
pz : oh, she* also asks for script writer?
me : no, just i wonder if teacher wants someone to write a script for the drama...
pz : oh, i will ask her about it. i know you like to write things, and you want to be the editor of magazine or newspaper :) ~~(i mentioned it in the midyear exam essay :)~~

looks like my teacher is quite confident with me hehe
she* refers to pn salina, the teacher in charge of this competition
and she only asks for casting and technician

we're all in this together

if the teacher asks me to write and my script is selected
this would be one of the background music :)

add math!

2009-06-24T16:10:00.001+08:00

geez!

my add math is 50%!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a pass!!!!!!!!!!!

*relief*

ps. my class gt 50% students fail...

1st time hockey

2009-06-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

1st time play hockey and it's fun :)

teacher = tc
me = me

tc : do you play golf?
me: no...
tc : oh

apparently i hit the ball tooooo hard...

~~mayb i'm too pro :) like tiger woods~~

tmr audition!

2009-06-22T21:41:00.001+08:00

english
81%
A1
mayb the highest in class~~
my friend also same mark with me :)

============================================

tmr i'm going for an audition
state level drama competition audition...

i wanna be the script writer :)

yamateh!!!!!!!!!!!

my midyr result part 2

2009-06-21T19:53:00.003+08:00

bahasa cina
75%
A1
unbelievable!!!
1st time gt A in F4!!!

modern math
93%
A1
gosh!!!!
2nd in my class i guess :)
the 1st is 94%
very close lo~~

BUSY...
busy...

and then
today i received a certificate
and the certificate is so fake...

it looks like photostat version one...
so thin n colourless one...
my friends' certs gt colours!!!
bt mine nt!!!
why why why!!!

btw...
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY :)

my midyr result - part 1

2009-06-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

these are my midyr results...

only knew some subjects' marks

bahasa melayu
69%
B3
gimme 1 more mark to get A2 la~
plz~~~

akaun (going to drop next yr)
85%
A1

physics
87%
A1
gt 2 ppl's marks is the highest in class
i'm one of the 2 :)

chemistry
84%
A1
3rd in class i guess

moral
64%
B4!!!!!!
damn it... 1 mark also don wan gimme...
stingy teacher...
i wan B3...

that's all...

busy...

:(

10 subs only

2009-06-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

final decision:

10 subjects as maximum...

and smkJitra sure force students to take all the science subjects...
so
all students take at least 9 subjects edi...

then
chinese students need to decide to drop chinese or akaun...

Fck!

Yoof!

2009-06-16T20:51:00.001+08:00

well...
this is my team's magazine's name :)

(ok, the hand drawing version is better than this one)

Yoof!
-where all teenagers meet

1st issue => handling examination pressure

the phrase on the cover:

are you the next VICTIM?
kill it before it kills you!

the cover:
sorry pic is not available...

but i like it very much :)

==========================================================

today...
i went to school and completed the magazine with my team members(the yoof!)

i wrote a feature in about 500 words...
found other elements to paste them in the 3 page magazine...

and the 3 page magazine was still blank at 1pm..
and we need to hand in the magazine before 4pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st page for cover
-drawn by yap, but them we unable to finish the cover...
-i went to library to paste and design the cover again yap's drawing...

the feature...(pg 2, 3)
-just pasted them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they went for tuition
and i'm the only one who don wan tuition on tuesday
so
i stay at school till 3pm...

and i handed it to teacher at 3.15pm...

finished the Yoof! in less than 10 hours...

yea :)

hahaha

doin' magazine

2009-06-15T21:46:00.002+08:00

now i know what's the pressure when facing DEADLINE!!!

joined a competition

"MAKING MAGAZINE COMPETITION"
based on teen issue given...

now...
i gt less than 24 hours...
to make a magazine...

1 cover
2 pg of info...

T.T

school reopens...

2009-06-13T21:51:00.001+08:00

tomorrow school is going to reopen...

but
i'm still in my holiday mood...

help needed...

2009-06-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

i am very interested in journalism...

so
can someone there help me with this?

1 i'm still f4, so, what should i prepare for journalism?
2 what website provides info about journalism?

thx for the help :D

home alone...

2009-06-11T13:09:00.000+08:00

home alone...
so bored...

PS: shortest post ever...

when i'm too bored...

2009-06-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

too bored during holiday...

so

i added myself~~~~~~~

wahahahaa

*stupid*

after that...

i was toooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so...

i tried this...

and my result is...

omg!
i never noticed that i had C cup
till now...

tooooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so...
i watched night at the museum 2~~~

funny and funny and funny :D